This is your crucible.

If there's anything I learned from the past years, it's that life will not wait for you if you wish to take a break. You cannot hide from it. You cannot lay in the bed for days and just wish for the world to stop spinning. Everyday, every hour, every second, people make choices. Crossroads are part of this life. It is part of your life.

You are in a crossroad right now. You cannot make the day stop to give yourself more time to decide. You have to make the decision right here, right now. I think you've already been given enough time. So, what's it gonna be?

You want it all.

The past seems blurry, the future more vivid, and right here, right now… you let yourself feel. 
Stomach flutters, heart beats fast. 
You are no longer looking into his eyes, what is in front of you is your future. 
You want it all. 
And there's nothing left to say but a promise to never let it go.