You hear him well, the problem lately has never been your hearing; it's been your inability to believe. You have fallen into a quiet isolation, and now it's become difficult for you to move out into the sunlight.
You spend too much time being sad, you forget how to live. You forget that there are bigger things than your pain. I know it hurts a lot, but you cannot use your pain to justify everything you're messing up in your life. You can't hide behind your sadness forever. Sooner or later, you have to push through it and fall in love with the real world again.
